last year, on Thursday July 21st, my uncle David left his earthly body.
Read Moresitting in meditation this morning, i had what felt like a profound realization. it seemed pretty obvious immediately afterward, but i think it felt profound in the moment because i was experiencing it in my body.
Read Morethis poem is part of a self-inspiring 40 days of poems to help prime my writing pump. (my version of Julia Cameron’s “morning pages“, but more in line with my psyche than 3 pages of writing whatever falls out of the pen.)
Read Morei’ll never forget the day she left. “Beware the Ides of March,” they say.
Read Moremany of you know that, as 2020 came to a close, i was clear i needed to leave The Refuge. after a year of pandemic and other changes, i could no longer live within the form into which it had morphed. i wrote fairly extensively about our process of leaving The Refuge early last year, but I haven’t really written much about it since then. not publicly at least.
Read Morethe grandmother in me wants to say a few things to the grandmothers in you…
Read Morewho am i, if not the necessary other?
Read Moreif you really knew me, i struggle with the word hope. it feels like a very slippery, "go around the board for free" kind of word to me.
Read Morein this slow, febrile state, i am unwinding old tapes
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