i am learning
i am more afraid
of the people in my own
backyard than any
of you who deserve
to unleash your rage on my
lifelong privilege.
i am more afraid
of ignorance fueled by fear
turned to a hate that
seems to know no bounds,
willingness to see a man
as less than human.
i am more afraid
of who i could have become
had i not opened
my eyes to the truth
all around, to the pain and
beauty of this world.
i am learning to
be less afraid of dying
at the hands of hate
than of speaking out
after far too long of a
complicit silence.
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